I’ve got a problem. Actually, I’m not sure if it is a real problem because on the ideal World it wouldn’t be one, but on the real world it is.

When I tell stories I like to reference and I do it not because I want to have more content to show putting myself as the only intellectual inside the room because in fact I am not. I do reference because there is a need to inform everyone the real perspective of everything I’m talking about.

I believe that movements are built based on actions that create experiences with distinct point of views to each one that claims for mutual respect and to me that is democracy.

I really believe that to have a based opinion we got to get the knowledge of every circumstance from where that opinion is based on because an opinion based without those related events is no such different than waste of time to both sides, the side of the teller and the side of the listener.

Today here at the office they called me “Forrest” and that wasn’t the first time it happened. OK guys I agree… I know when I start something I do talk a lot and most of the times it makes me a wordy man, but to listen something so strange from nice people sounds a lot of waste when trying to make a real conversation with them.

You know… I am one of those that are thirsty for knowledge based on experiences, even when those come from others. I love to listen and I learn so much with it.

I tried to explain why I give so much attention to references replying my new nickname when Ana commented about the Coldplay’s tour around the south east. She mentioned “Viva la Vida” and of course I couldn’t let the reference fade away without mentioning the band’s attitude with this record plus Frida Kahlo, Eugene Delacroix, the modernism and the French Revolution.

She replied with ironic eyes laughing on my face saying that the topic was so freaking important to her life that from that moment on she could not breath without thinking about it because it brought such an impact.

Well, I get really concerned when I hear ironic jokes like that. I also get worried with the future of the so called humanity due to this kind of behavior.

Instead of laughing she could discuss or just ignore it. I know for sure if we kept on talking we would have brand new experiences waiting for us, both sides would learn so much from it, but that is not what happened… sadly.

Leaders are elected among us and if there are so many blind and culturally empty leaders, how can they content lead their voters to the evolution?

Let me tell ya: - They just can’t and the chaos is our nearly future.

Once I read that only in the chaos human-beings can experience the human thing… Did I just get it?

Human nature, does a real human feel it? Mmm, that is something I started thinking about, but I hope I won’t come back here to vomit what it is on my mind now.